2009/10/30 16:13 （Fri）
I found a lump in my left breast this week. I've been thinking about it, what if it's breast cancer? Then I've searched some related information on the internet. It says breast cancer is largely a disease of ageing, with 80% of those diagnosed over 50 years old. It's very rare in women in their 20s. And there is an oncologist who posts to that board who has said that in 20 years working with cancer patients he never saw anyone under 20 with breast cancer.
Well, maybe I just have fibrocystic changes (a cyst or fibroadenoma) in my breast. At any rate, I decided to go to the doctor tomorrow (barring accidents). By getting a doctor to check the lump I can rest my mind. And if it's something serious, I can start getting treatment right away.
Wish me luck!
2009/10/22 17:39 （Thu）
Surprised or Scared, Taste of Growth- please no imitating or claiming as own
- no redistributing
I found it very inspiring to create something with white background and it usually leads to a better result. And I won't intentionally stop myself from using white background, though sometimes I wanna try something different. I mean, I shouldn't make "rules" to tie myself up. Just create anything I want and enjoy it. Sorry if the white background bore you.
Speaking of which, I don't always use pure white. Most of the time I add patterns to it.
2009/10/21 13:33 （Wed）
"Boku wa Kimi ni Koi o Suru" (僕は君に恋をする, I'm in Love with You) is Ken Hirai's thirty-second single, released on October 21, 2009, just a month after "Candy". The single was released in two formats: limited CD+DVD and regular CD only editions. The title song was written for the movie "Boku no Hatsukoi wo Kimi ni Sasagu", starring Mao Inoue and Masaki Okada.僕は君に恋をする▼
Artist: 平井堅
Released: 21/10/2009
Genre: J-Pop
01. 僕は君に恋をする
02. 一人じゃない
03. Ｃａｔｃｈ ｙｏｕ
04. 僕は君に恋をする（ｌｅｓｓ ｖｏｃａｌ）
[download from RayFile]Because of GACKT, I start listening to Japanese music which I used to have no interest in. Besides my beloved GA, I have some other favourite Japanese singers and bands now. Ken Hirai is one of them.
Boku wa Kimi ni Koi o Suru is Ken's latest single and the title song is amazing! I heard that this song is playing everywhere in Japan recently. I particularly love the chorus part and I can understand a few lines of the lyrics without translation since it's quite simple.
Ken looks mixed with white, however, he's 100% pure Japanese. Crazy, huh? He doesn't look anything like the typical Japanese at all! What's more, he can sing in very good English. Ken released
Ken's Bar in December 2003 and
Ken's Bar II in May this year. You can hear him sing English songs in these two albums.
Oh, by the way, let me recommend four more Ken songs:
Pop Star,
Fake Star,
楽園 (Rakuen) and
Kiss of Life. I really love his Pop Star PV, kawaii!!!
2009/10/17 21:56 （Sat）
My uncle bought me chocolate from Japan.
I'm happy about this of course,
but, I'M ON DIET!!!
I've lost 6kg and I don't want to gain any back.
Well,
I ate it any way.
I love chocolate and fucking miss the taste of them!
2009/10/16 19:42 （Fri）
My dog loves me, but she hates the camera!
It seems that Mong wanted to shout for help with tears in this photo, "SOMEBODY HELP! THIS WOMAN IS TRYING TO KILL ME!!!" For my dog, whenever I pick up the camera, I turn into a crazy woman with weapon. Trust me, I can see the scare on her face and how she runs away.
No matter how hard I try to to comfort her, she keeps shaking her tiny body （as well as a poor face!） during the shoots. Why she's so scared? I mean, it doesn't even hurt! And she's good with the camera when she was still a puppy. I just don't get it.
I shot these photos in black and white mode, so that there's no more flash eye. Oops! Panda-eyed exposed!
