La Vie de Mademoiselle 155cm
J'aime me réveiller et sentir le fleurs
I was going to show you some stuff I bought recently, however, there's something wrong with my digicam. And I can't post my new k-toys either. Well, I haven't drop my digicam and always careful with it. Now suddenly the photos have white stripes running down them, or the photos are overexposed. 奊暥帤ÛÏ傪擖ܱ偟ù¾偔偩偝偄

Then, here's a fine photo of Mong I took last month.



Yuby and I went shopping a few days a ago. I've bought some Gackt's CDs, two mini note books as well as a stack of paper (just like the flash cards). The note books(one is red, another is blue) have "PARIS" on their covers, and the Eiffel Tower replace the "A". So I'm gonna write some French words I saw on them, such as movie titles or something.

That stack of paper is for Japanese words, because of Gackt. Every time I watch the variety shows, guessing what they're talking about is the only thing I can do. People are laughing on the screen and I just keep watching it, have no idea what they're laughing at. Although sometimes people translate the interviews or the shows, they don't translate everything. To be honest, if I could speak Japanese, I would be too lazy to do that too. Yup, I shouldn't depend on others!



This afternoon when I came back home, I turned on my computer as usual and never think this thing is gonna happen - Michael Jackson is dead. At first, I thought it was just an absurd rumor and clicked the link which I expected it would tell me that's not true. And yet, it was ture, CBS was reporting the news, Michael Jackson died in Los Angeles from cardiac arrest. I didn't cry at that moment, I just felt shocked. I mean, how could this happen? This is too sudden and shocking. Then when I listened to his songs, I couldn't stop my tears.

Actually, I haven't pay attention to MJ for ages. Well, I used to be crazy about him when I was in junior high school. At that time, MJ was a part of my world, I even dreamed that one day I could see him in person. As time went on, I shifted my attention to others - Blue, Maksim, Tomoya Nagase, Fujiki Naohito¡¤ Westlife... and now, Gackt Camui. Yeah, I'm fickle, so it might be easier for me to go through with MJ's death. A selfish thought, isn't it? I can't imagine how my life will be if I'm still a huge fan of MJ. Crying for days? Listen to his music over and over again? I have no idea. And today, he's still my favourite musician.

I remember my primary school music teacher, Miss Deng, playing the MJ concert VCD ¡ÊHIStory World Tour In Kuala Lumpur¡Ë for us for the first time and we were wondering whether the "thing" in that stage is a robot or not. When Michael took off his helm, we all shouted "God, he/she's a human being!". We never know a man can dance like that. As a kid, it was a brand new world for me. Incredible, full of passion and power... I can't describe it correctly, however, I still remember that feeling. You might think I became a fan of MJ immediately, but I didn't, I was just curious about him. Then I can't remember what happened, I bought the same VCD and became a MJ fan one day. And that was my introduction to western music. Oh, I tell you what, it's funny that I insisted Michael was a woman when Miss Deng show me the cover of the VCD! By the way, You Are Not Alone is the first MJ song I can sing.

The music teacher (used to teach us English too) I mentioned above passed away from cancer when I was in junior high school. Some of my old classmates and I have visited Miss Deng when she was in hospital. I'm not sure if she's a MJ fan, at any rate, she's the one who brought MJ to my life.


Rest in peace Michael, we love you.
2009.06.23 Time, Rob


Take My Time & Rob You
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It's getting hard for me to like my own works...

2009.05.26 Café, Dry


Café de La Vie, The Dry One
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My favourite thing of Café de La Vie is the hand and Piels beer idea. Wait a minute, beer in a so-called coffee picture? Well, yeah, I know it may seem weird. But who cares, at any rate, it looks cool. I tell you what, I never name my works until I finished them (or almost finished). So that's why sometimes you will see something shouldn't be there which is actually there (well, if you know what I mean - -").

One of my roomies said The Dry One is too "square". Hmm... every picture should be rectangle? I'm wondering. That roomie also asked me, "Don't you think doing such thing is a waste of time?". Oh God Almighty, please tell me what doesn't waste time. Although my works are not really really great, however, they're still a little piece of art.

In the past, I couldn't stop thinking if my works were good enough to please others while I was still working on them. In fact, why must I please anyone? The only reason why I love design is that it could satisfy me. No matter you love my works or not, it can't stop me from creating. Of course, it would make me smile a little if you tell me you enjoy them. And it doesn't hurt if I'm the only one who think they're nice. Everyone has his/ her own taste of art.

Art is a very personal thing.

2009.05.17 Abandon, Tea, Chat


Abandon & A Little Tea, A Little Chat
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These two pieces have certain things in common. Not just the white background. It's something you can't see with your eyes. Both of them have taken a long time to creat. I mean, I was too busy to finish them at one time. So when I finally had my works done, I was already tired of the way they look. Then to my surprise, after submiting them to deviantART and I Looked at them like I wasn't the author, I thought they were nice.

About the piece with Anne Hathaway on it, I made this for Yvette in order to cheer her up.


P.S. As mentioned above "at one time", it didn't mean I make these works at the same time. The first one was finished on 2nd May and the second one was just finished yesterday.